BRICOLEUR

Hey, Its been a while since that day. The days leading up to that day. That night. I was in my room. You were in yours. A footpath away. It was cold and the sky was clear except the huge moon right in the middle. I imagined us to be right under it but the rules stated otherwise. There was anticipation in the air. The air surrounding me at least. I never bothered to ask how you felt about it. I assumed you felt the same way. I could see your room from mine. I could hear your voice from the window that overlooked. And in that moment nothing else mattered to me except the fact that we could’ve been us. I could make me and you us in just a few simple steps. In just one rebellious act. It sounded right in my mind. I sat by the window for longer than I should have. It got colder and darker. And all I did was wait. I had fallen in love with my thoughts and my train of thought went around in circles giving me occasional pangs. And then I finally stood up. I walked straight out of the do

IN A RELATIONSHIP: However harsh this sounds and no matter how great and beautiful it was. It's over. And though you think you can do something about that, you can't. The problem with relationships is that you have not one but two lives you become responsible for and maybe you couldn't do that. Or they couldn't do it. No matter what it is. It's important to forgive and forget because carrying a grudge isn't going to make you a better person. So instead of giving out negative vibes and obsessing over what could have been- MOVE ON. Stop throwing yourself a pity party all day and night. If the idea of being alone scares you then you have a problem and you most definitely don't deserve a relationship, Unless you're okay being alone you can never be okay with somebody else. I don't want to know what happened because shit happens and that's how life works. Now, its your time to reinvent and recreate yourself, there's always room for improvement

So (chill, its not the end), here we all are at the end of another year. A not-so-great-year. 2016 wasn't really everyone's favorite. So we're all doing the same two things: 1. Either taking numerous resolutions, big or small, and saying how 2017 is going to be the wayyy better 2. Not taking any resolutions, knowing you won't stick to it and will soon give up. You're just saying this isn't your time. Well, well, well...I do not have anything catchy to say...uhhh, here we all are..?!! Okay the point is, we haven't been doing a really great job with the blog. All of us hit some lows and gave up on lots of things, waiting for the tide to turn over, and nothing has been really inspiring enough. I don't know whether I can we've tried. We were struggling. And it became harder to hold on to everything we represented, including this blog.  Well, we're hoping we could turn it around, starting 2017. And that's ironic because I came to a concl

Truth is we're all self conceited narcissists hidden behind layers of modesty and "no I'm not beautiful, what are you talking about" By comparison and "no, at least I don't look as bad as he/she does", we give ourselves status and reputation. I promise the imaginary problems we create for ourselves will disappear when we all figure out that we can't compare the beauty of a moonlit sky to that of a dawning sunrise-  Our biggest mistake. ~The Stories Untold Pt.4

I waited. And I waited long. I discove red a calmness in my self like never before and every night, before I close my eyes, I thought of you. Your dark messy hair and brown eyes... ~The Stories Untold Pt.3

Im sure we've all gone through this feeling of extreme sadness where you feel like you're never ever going to get better again and the world begins to get smaller by the second and your significance seems to vanish. and then you do the terrible mistake of venting to someone you know  isnt going to make you feel better. and they give you the old "other people have it worse" dialogue. I think that's the shittiest thing to say to anyone including yourself.  Fine. I admit it. Half the time my conscience keeps saying that but it seems pretty stupid when you think about it. Saying other people have it worse is like saying you dont deserve to be happy about the small things you have because other people have it far better. ~ The Stories Untold Pt.2